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-Bully-

Posted by playbunz on May 10, 2009 at 9:38 AM Comments comments (0)

What if you was me.


 

Word each day, paying for mistakes each day.

And what do u do? Laugh.


Believe me i learnt my lesson but what about u?

Im crying, bleeding from inside, this is what you wanted right?

And here i am telling u all.

And what do u do? Laugh.


Believe me i learnt my lesson but what about u?

Im crying, bleedign from inside, this is what u wanted right?

And here i am telling u all.

And what do u do? Laugh.


Am i the mistake or just the mistaken one..

What if you was me.

 

 

And Now its time to call me emo right?

Continue the hurting, be a bad guy.

Still im the one that failed.

Still the one hearing you laughs each night.

 


And all im really asking is, does my tears satisfy you?

Does my pain make you feel better?

I hope its worth it.

I hope you c what you doing.

Being a judge to someone you dont really know..

 

 

 



What if you was me?

 

Laughs.

Endless laughs.

 

 


-Same Value-

Posted by playbunz on April 2, 2009 at 1:21 PM Comments comments (0)

First of all i just wanna say there is many like u
That got bullied in school , feel anxiety as u
That never wears nice clothes, anything to show the world
But that doesnt matter cuz we all have same value
Do they laugh at you, should you laugh back
I proimse ur friend is laughing, laughing to u lost ya breath
And do someone pick on u, call u fat and ugly
Then the risk is kinda big that even him has felt like u
I mean, his dad maybe hurt em, his mom is maybe on drugs  
Even him wants to be loved but miss the ability
He is stucked in march, there he lives at his best
And the spit on your shoe is his victory gesture
Cuz he knows the best that no one loves him
And if he search for help, then no one will help em
So insteed of fighting he runs


- But friend remember, everyone has the same value

You feel bad, but think about thoose who hurts you,
constant fighting theese demons
You that feel bad, they can say what they want, your a pretty person
 

So first of all, i wanna say there is many as you
That cries every night before they finaly go to sleep
That has seperated parents that fights on the phone
And its u who takes the hit when they beat and yells at u
But up with ur chin and think about thoose who hates
Cuz what u got incomon is that both been beaten
Ur dad is an asshole, visit u at night
And all nearby has deprived u of power
The power to stand with ur pride and take u in the collor and fight the anxiety
Cuz u get bullied in school and everybody c u as a hoe
But that girl who said it is thik and lives on the toilet
And has a complex over her body and cries as u
And there is many more like u that never dare to come out
But they will regret all they done, the day they stop
Ur a pretty person its all just about enviousness

So remember who u are and stand up and smile back.
Cuz i love u cuz ur u.  


- You will Never walk alone -

-Wilted-

Posted by playbunz on January 6, 2009 at 7:01 AM Comments comments (0)

My love is like a rose
Wilted and worn
My love is a rose
And he plucked all my thorns.

Wilted and worn-
He plucked all my thorns
(Now)
This rose is no more...
Wilted and worn.

You have brought me the sun
And with it the rain
To replenish my pedals
And relinquish the pain

(So)
Tell me your stories
And show me your truths
Take me to the distance

Yet leave me in my roots

-Secrets-

Posted by playbunz on December 18, 2008 at 5:22 AM Comments comments (0)
Today i told you my secret
My secret hiding place
Where i hid my shame
And let it bleed out

Tell me yours
Your secrets and your lies
Show me that place
And point to your chest

Let me in and let me heal
We both are broken and shattered
Let me heal, let you heal
Dont hide and dont be ashamed
Open up and take a dive
Hold your breath
And take me in

What happened was a simple mistake
Lost and lonely hearts
We need to prevail
Take my hand and i'll show you my heart
Let her go
Hold me in
Think on it and you will see
Were a match made in heaven

But on earth we'll succeed

-Love-

Posted by playbunz on December 17, 2008 at 9:17 PM Comments comments (0)
A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,

And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.

-Alone-

Posted by playbunz on December 11, 2008 at 12:09 PM Comments comments (0)
I wish I could hold you
The way that I hold you
In my dreams at night

I wish I could share
All the feelings that tear me apart inside
I wish I could tell you, So you?d understand
The loneliness locked deep within
I wish you could know
The feelings that flow
Each time someone mentions your name

I wish there was somewhere
My love could run free
A place where loaners could dare
I wish and I pray
Though I?ve always known...

I wish that I wasn?t alone

-Locked In-

Posted by playbunz on December 10, 2008 at 8:28 AM Comments comments (0)
Locked in this haunted room
That only visualizes hell and doom.
I see monsters in flames,
Nemesis of torn feelings and pain
Gazing at me and closing in,
I looked thrilled, terrified within.
Nemesis of loneliness, sickness and grief;
All are racing my heart beats.

The room is getting ugly and narrow,
And I can?t find a path to follow.
Freaky colors everywhere is what I see,
Colors that are never known to me
Colors smiling so wild, so ugly,
Making me puzzled, dizzy and crazy.
The room starts going round and round so fast,
Aggressively, the walls, the colors and the mimesis unit
Creating images of scattered hearts,
Remains of humans still falling apart,
I thought closing my eyes is the only way out.
The storm, however, invaded and ate my mind out.
Dying slowly among all these,
I shouted: ?Someone release my pain, plz?,

?Someone grab me out of this horrible doom?
?Someone get me out of this ROOM?.

?Whatever your pain is.. Whenever you feel broken,
 Never ever put yourself in such a room?  

-Yours-

Posted by playbunz on December 9, 2008 at 12:29 PM Comments comments (0)
Baby, I'm scared.
I'm scared to love you too hard, to need you to bad,
And to have you today, but not tomorrow.
I'm afraid to lose you, and everything we have.
I'm afraid that it won't last too long, and that it will all turn out wrong.
I'm scared of the end and of missing the beginning.
I'm scared of having regrets...
Even though I'm not having them already.
I'm scared you will let me go and tell me its thru, we're over.
I'm scared you will find someone better and love her more.
I'm afraid that if I don't hold on tight, you just might, let go.
And when I say "I love you" you won't say "babe, I love you too"
I'm scared you will no longer miss me
I'm terrified of going on without you.
I'm crying already because of how scared, frightened,
Terrified I am to lose you. I want you forever babe.
I'm afraid forever will turn into never.
I want you to be mines babe.
I'm frightened mines will turn into hers.
I'll love you till I die babe.
I'm afraid that die will turn into death at this very second.
I want you to hold me. I want you to never let me go.
I want you to always know, that I got you, Till the very end.
But i'm scared baby, I am.
I love you so much its hard t even talk when your around.
So tell me baby, just tell me, you still love me,
Cuz I'm scared babe, I'm scared you will and have stopped.
So tell me,
"Till the end don't be scared babe cuz I got you I'm your man"
Say again,
"I'll love you till the end till my very death"
Say this to me babe, cuz I'm scared, I'm frightened,
I don't wana lose you babe. be my man, till the end, and I'll be your girl,
We'll stay as more than friends. I love you babe, I do
I'm scared though, so tell me
You will ALWAYS

Love me too
....

-Strong-

Posted by playbunz on December 5, 2008 at 2:25 PM Comments comments (0)
Round one wasn't what I thought it'd be
Round two I'm struggling to breath
3, 4, 5, 6, 7 times I wondered why I stepped inside this ring

I may be knocked down and bruised
But I'm here to tell you
That I may be knocked down but not for the count
1,2,3,4
So take me one more round
I'll just keep fighting
One more round
You're messing me up but I'm still here

One more round I'll come out swinging
But I now that victory is when
I'm pushing through the pain that tries to feed me lies that I wont reach the end

I may be bloodied and so bruised
But I'm here to tell you
That I may be knocked down but not for the count
1,2,3,4
So take me one more round ill just keep fighting one more round
You're messing me up but I'm still here
One more round
I'll come out swinging
One more round

I'm telling you now I'm not gonna lose it
I am not defeated
Though you cannot see it
I have never won a battle on my own
I find strength in weakness
I find hope in believing
God is for me who can bring me down?
So take me one more round
I'll just keep fighting

One more round
You're messing me up but I'm still here
One more round
I'll come out swinging one more round
I'm telling you now I'm not gonna lose it here
I'm not gonna go down now
Try to bring me

I'll come out swinging


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